Why Even Bother?

Why did i even try to make a website? My online presence is nearly nonexisting. Maybe it's burnout. Maybe social media gave me so much anxiety that i never recovered from.

I used to draw all the time.

I posted it online. at some point i had 70 people following me on VK. But soon i got my first depression episode and deleted my account. Now i barely draw at all.

Whenever i try to draw, even if i feel a strong desire to, i can't bring myself to do it. I see y skills degrading, going back to the level i had when i was 12.

I do a lot of other things now.

Despite my mental health getting worse. I did music before, but now it's also sewing and cross-stitching. And making a website.

I hope i will regain my ability to draw.